I Lost Her || 31st Aug 2017||

I lost my best friend.

And I couldn't believe myself that I cried for this loss more than I've ever cried for any of my exs.
The things she said, the things she assumed, the things she claimed I didn't do.

That is how much it hurts, and how much she meant to me.
But she probably never knew, never will know.

I cried. I tried. I cried again. And I tried again.

For all that it is worth,
Will I try again?

One day we'll reunite, but that day, is not today.