i've been doing it for years.
and every time it manages to make me forget everything while im in it n start anew afterwards.
but not now.
not when so many things are unreasonable, unexplained, unsettled n left unsaid.
holding on would have been tough.
but holding on while the waves hit you, would have been far more tough.
its different when you do something compared to when you're forced to do something.
