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so i've been away for 3 full weeks..miss me..? WakakA~and i'll be gone soon..tmr night..to KL..which im not really keen on going. =.=takda member lah..!how to survive..??anyways i know a lot of ppl will be blogging saying that SPM is over..i dont have to repeat that right..? LOLeveryone knowz. x]but of course. only for those who take science subjects la.accounts tak habiz lagi. ps. i failed my ballet examz. 3 sections. there goes 700+ bucks.overall marks tak fail. but once you fail one section, you fail the whole thing. daymn.
pss. cant believe there's ppl who wants me to starve.
summor say can vomit out the things i eat.
isnt that like bulimia..?!
had a one and a half hours ballet class just now..suppose to be two person..but Jia Wei came like 45 minutes late so i had to do the first half on my own..and of course when you're the only one there, the instructor concentrate fully on you..whats more the exam is just around the corner..daymnnn..i was so tired...pulled.pushed.stretched.fuhhh.. felt like gymnastics class plakk.. HahA..i think im overworked..tmr wake up sure cannot move d..but then again..i ask myself..am i overworked..?or i felt like that just because i've never work that hard before..?i wonder...anyways.. today SGGS had its Speech Day [Hari Anugerah Cemerlang]..as usual la the state governor [is this how i spell it..?] was present..and because of him, the whole sch gotta prepare like hell for the past two weeks..i dont get it..why does he have to be all THAT great..even the chair that he sits on pun kena special mia..got the Penang logo.. =.=and everywhere he jalan kena ada red carpet..[the students had to spread out the red carpet right from the place where he gets down from his car, into the hall, out of the hall to the dining area]bukan senang tau..the red carpet dah la heavy..but of course, the whole event had nothing to do with me..i had been in this sch for the past 5years and tak pernah get on stage to get any prize before..not that smart yet..? LOL..!so i spent the whole day lepaking here and there with Nian Wah..OMG la i tell you..susah betul wanna walk or lepak with her..there's like SOOOO many ppl who admires/into her..the worst was when we first walked to the canteen..MOST of the students there turned and look at her.. [and me..?]what the hell..admire pun takyah la until so over..!she's just another TB thats [maybe] more handsome/cute/pretty/bergaya/wtv you call it..bukannya she's God ka apa..when the Governor jalan masuk pun tak ada orang tgk till like that kot..! =.+SWEAT..! i mean honestly..?.NianWah.NianWah.NianWah.and then afterwards we went to the lower6's class there..L6V2..she got many juniors [from Union] there..so we borak-ed and lepak-ed..they were busy taking pics..they were still in their Chinese dance costumes you see..
i only took these two cause it was some weird pose. LOL.the other pics are in their cameras. and Bernadine [not sure of her name mia spelling] kena kidnapped..! LOL.there was this two lower6 girls who admire her..according to them Bern look SOOOO gaya playing the quad..then when Bern buka mulut, they were like ...didnt expected her voice to be so lembut..! HahA~!
anyways i berjaya pujuk them to lepaskan Bern so that she can get back to band room..kesiann.. she dah la shy shy.. HahA...Bern.Bern.Bern.
those my age would have been more busy worrying bout their SPM examinations..trials are just around the corner..i wouldnt say i couldnt care less..but its just that i dont know where to start.. honestly..!but anyway, that wasnt the real objective of this post.. LOLthis year i have this ballet examination..Royal Academy of Dance [RAD] 's Vocational Graded Examinations in Dance Advance 1..going to be around October..the exact date is yet to be fixed..but rehearsal will be on the 23rd of August..in Ipoh..aihhh.. have to go all the way there..had been working extra hard lately..attending more classes..and being more seroius now..there were some improvements..but i dont think its enough for me to get a Distinction..its really really hard..in order to pass, i need to get 40marks..BUTTT..it doesnt mean i can get 10 marks for 4 sections and 0 for the other sections and i still pass..NO WAY..gotta get at least a minimum of 4 marks per section..in other words, i must pass all sections..daymnnnn..and with hard work and commitment, come sacrifices..in this case, its money..im attending more hours of practice..and also private classes..only two dancers and a teacher..its really costly..and of course another expenditure is on the pointe shoes and demi-pointe shoes..i just bought a pair of pointe shoes 3months ago..and now i gotta get a new pair because its already pretty worn out..it cant give me [and my feet] the support i need anymore..proves how hard i've worked..? =]]
money.aihh.. without my parents at home..im eating all my meals on my own..and seriously the amount of money im given is not enough..whats more must pay a lil bit of this and that on and off.. hmm.. how la...
