Just give me a reason Just a little bit's enough Just a second we're not broken just bent And we can learn to love again It's in the stars It's been written in the scars on our hearts We're not broken just bent And we can learn to love again
Oh, tear ducts can rust I'll fix it for us We're collecting dust But our love's enough You're holding it in You're pouring a drink No nothing is as bad as it seems
he's 22 d this year.. been spending more time with him recently.. and i love and cherish every moment of it.. because at one point we were really like separated or something.. probably because he was away at TARC [not really far la.. but still he was away from home rite].. and also because of his weird working hours during the weekends.. when im awake, he's not up yet.. when he's up, im already asleep..
so anyway, last night we went to Sushi King.. at Auto City.. together with Kenny [our cousin].. Kev belanja^^ =]] MuahahA~~!
so you might be wondering why dinner last night.. and not tonight.. because tonight he's out with his friends..! LOL. isnt it obvious..?? xDD
and this year is probably the first year he had his birthday dinner WITHOUT our parents.. parents are away in KL/BB.. we're missing them badly honestly.. ='[ last year his bday was just a simple one.. but it was his 21st bday.. so my parents gave him a gold pendant of a key and the number 21 on it.. its like a tradition or somethin la.. the key symbolises freedom or somethin.. my eldest bro got one toO when he was 21.. and he still wears them till now [he's 27 already].. anywayssss. saja ja put the title Sushi King cause lama tak makan d.. HahA^^
you know what.. i think im getting less fit now.. run a bit sudah penat d.. aihh..
today during PJ we had to jog for 5minutes continuous.. then after that gotta check the nadi thingy.. so i jogged.. together with the class.. i was the one keeping track of the time.. then at around 3minutes pluss.. they asked me "Eyh Joanne 5minutes d right..?" i forgot that most of my classmates dont like to run wann.. not the sports kinda ppl.. so i said "Your head la.. baru 3minutes pluss..!"
then they give me The Stare.. the what-the-hell-la-you stare.. then baru i realised.. rupa-rupanya they wanna stop running d.. HahA..
so since i said not done yet, they had to continue jog lerr.. [most of them already started walking anyways] then at around 4 and a half minutes they asked again.. this time i said "Yaya.. 5minutes d.."
so all of us stopped jogging.. and take our nadi readings.. mine was 176beats per minute..
WTF. baru jogged 5minutes ny..! and i was already so SO penat.. i used to jog like 20minutes non-stop.. and not so penat also..! damn la.. really must start jogging daily d la.. [ when only gonna start arr..? i wonderrrr.. ]
and talking bout jogging 20minutes.. reminded me bout my trainings.. HANDBALL and BADMINTON aihh.. miss those games laa.. dont get to play d.. HANDBALL mmg this year i dont get to play d.. last year the sch team was SO close to going to the state level.. aihh.. my bad la.. didnt go for training.. and [dearest] En Nazri had to put me in Team B..
not trying to blow my own trumpet [i dont play the trumpet anyway] la but he said if i had attended the training sessions [if my parents had allowed me to attend the trainings].. he would have put me in Team A and we would have won.. aihh.. last year's teams were the best la.. both teams.. we were so great.. only that the opponent team was greater.. or maybe not..?
and again this reminded me bout that stupid player from TARP who injured my teammate's knee.. damn babi la.. some more tak kena foul.. another stupid referee..
so anywayss.. i think after i leave this sch i wont get to play handball anywhere anymore.. unless there's like a club outside there somewhere.. i know KL got la.. in Penang i tak pernah dengar yet.. my friends said its because its not under sukan teras [the few core sports and games].. so there's not much attention towards this game by the ministry.. owh well.. i miss my teammatesss.. esp the formFive's 2007.. they were really great players.. note the S..
BADMINTON plakk.. this one i pandai pandai wann.. lazy go training.. then now baru nak miss the training sessions.. damn la.. how more stupid can i be..? and as if la the two hours on Saturday nights i'll utilise fully to study..! aihh.. bodonya jN =.+
sudah lari topik.. anyway my point is.. im not as fit as i was anymore. period.
so i went out for dinner alone just now.. drove to Great Wellesley.. its like a chinese food court.. most ppl call it "hee tai" in hokkien.. which means theatre in English.. cause that place used to be a theatre..
the place was packed.. have to wait to get a table.. its like Super Tanker la.. but not so bigg.. i myself waited for approximately 8minutes for a table..
okay now i tell you why i gotta wait that long.. there was this guy.. in his early 30's.. alone.. finish makan d.. so i pun waited for his table la.. the plate and glass pun the person sudah take away from his table d.. his table top was empty d.. then he lighted his cigarette.. i thought he nak blahh d.. manatau he sat there lagi.. then after awhile one of the hawkers sent him his packed food.. owhh.. he was waiting for the packed food.. okay fair enough..
THENN.. he dont want to leave yet..! dont know whats his problem.. dah la saw me standing there.. i geram d.. gave him a stare.. he bwat bodoh.. fineeeee..
then a guy who sells newspaper walked past.. he bought it.. then only got off the table..
this means he was waiting for a newspaper guy to pass so that he can grab one.. kebetulan one passed.. so if for the next half an hour none pass means he'll sit there for half an hour and wait still..?? when there's like another god knows how many ppl waiting for tables.. damn babi la i tell you that guy.. stupid..
then nvm.. so when he finally left, i get to sit down.. then there's this lady in her mid 50's.. came and stand in front of my table.. waiting for her husband to cari tempat..
and the thing is.. she's carrying this kid around 3 years old d.. can walk d.. she's standing so darn close to my table that this kid of hers is practically vertically above my table..! and he's like swinging his legs.. WTF. im eating kayy..
so this shows how ignorant some Malaysians are.. damn.
so today i had sch.. some replacement for the one week holidays during the Raya week.. attendance wasnt really good.. only half the class..
and Tracey bought McD for me.. McEgg Muffin..! my favourite^^ thanks Tracey..! =]]
she bought the whole set.. and another for herself.. she didnt want the coffee so she gave it to me.. in trade, i gave her my hashbrown..
the coffee wasnt packed properly so it spilled a bit.. her table kena.. then was asking around for tissue.. then i told her "inside the plastic bag got tissue kann..??" sweatt. dumb dumb a bit morning morning.. LOL esp on Saturday.. HahA..!
anyway, i took the two cups of coffee [and the McEgg of course] back to class.. wanted to drink but had to go to the Maths Lab.. got topical test.. +.+ so i just left them there..
when i came back, i started to put creamer in it.. what i forgot was that the coffee wasnt hot anymore.. only warm a bit.. so the damn creamer cant dissolve..! another dumb dumb on a Saturday morning.. HahA~~!
so nvm la.. stir stir stir stir sampai at least can dissolve more or less.. then drank it..
after Mr Ooi's class, got English.. so tak sempat makan the burger lorr.. drank the next cup of coffee.. this time not so stupid d.. LOL. i didnt put creamer terus.. lagi senangg.. HahA..
so here's the pic.. just in case you're wondering.. the pile of books are to cover the coffee and burger from being seen by the teacher.. xDD
those my age would have been more busy worrying bout their SPM examinations.. trials are just around the corner.. i wouldnt say i couldnt care less.. but its just that i dont know where to start.. honestly..!
but anyway, that wasnt the real objective of this post.. LOL this year i have this ballet examination.. Royal Academy of Dance [RAD] 's Vocational Graded Examinations in Dance Advance 1.. going to be around October.. the exact date is yet to be fixed.. but rehearsal will be on the 23rd of August.. in Ipoh.. aihhh.. have to go all the way there..
had been working extra hard lately.. attending more classes.. and being more seroius now.. there were some improvements.. but i dont think its enough for me to get a Distinction.. its really really hard..
in order to pass, i need to get 40marks.. BUTTT.. it doesnt mean i can get 10 marks for 4 sections and 0 for the other sections and i still pass.. NO WAY.. gotta get at least a minimum of 4 marks per section.. in other words, i must pass all sections.. daymnnnn..
and with hard work and commitment, come sacrifices.. in this case, its money.. im attending more hours of practice.. and also private classes.. only two dancers and a teacher.. its really costly.. and of course another expenditure is on the pointe shoes and demi-pointe shoes.. i just bought a pair of pointe shoes 3months ago.. and now i gotta get a new pair because its already pretty worn out.. it cant give me [and my feet] the support i need anymore.. proves how hard i've worked..? =]]
money. aihh.. without my parents at home.. im eating all my meals on my own.. and seriously the amount of money im given is not enough.. whats more must pay a lil bit of this and that on and off.. hmm.. how la...
just finished watching SYTYCD Msia season 2 Top6.. and i think this year's finalists are better than last years.. last year i really wanted Sue [Suhaili] to win.. but she didnt.. Alam did.. i dont know why.. he's just another B-boy.. owh well.. its all base on votes.. FULLY on votes.. anyway, that was last season..
as for this year.. i want CC [Cecilia] to win..! she danced to Conga just now..! damn gayaaaa laaaaa.. she's quite versatile la.. and i like it when she does SALSA..! she's more towards latin and ballroom dancing.. but she can do other pieces as well.. her hiphop with Hong [Tze Hong] using Rihanna and Ne-Yo's Hate That I Love You during last week's Top8 was damn cunted..!
as for the guys.. i love Ray.. he has got this somethingg la.. dont know what.. but unfortunately he was kicked out last week.. so he didnt make it to the Top6 this week.. i wanted to see him dance a solo.. daymnnn..
anyway i voted for Hong just now.. he's not bad also la.. compared to Sly and Black.. in my opinion la k.. xDD
so this week Sly and Jojo got eliminated.. means for the final next week.. it'll be CC, Hong, Black, Sim.. =]
CC will win..! vote for her ppl..! the final is live on 8TV on the 1st of August [Friday] from 8.30pm.. Must watch..!
today we had drama practice.. in the hall at last.. cant even remember when was the last time we practised in the hall..! its always occuppied.. i pun tak faham.. why la our sch got so much functions on wann..?
anyway, back to drama.. we started our practice at 3.oopm.. suppose to start at 2.30pm.. but as usual la.. talk talk play play delay delay.. LOL. its like that la every week..
we only went through the whole drama once.. and the last scene twice.. did some correction and stuffs.. by the time we finished rehearsing the last scene twice, it was already 3.40pm..
then the two teachers told us that there's an important issue to be discussed.. rupa-rupanya nak elect an assistant to assist Quraisyia as the captain.. everyone was given a piece of paper where we were told to write one name each.. the one we think and feel will become a good assistant.. so we wrote..
after the papers were collected, the teachers actually told us that the result will be announced next week.. but we all insisted that we know immediately.. so as we were keeping and arranging away our props, the teacher opened the nomination papers.. and had a bit of discussion i think..?
so at last, the name was announced.. Joanne. okayy.. so i wouldnt say its a BIG surprise.. but still it was a surprise though..
so here i am.. wishing myself and the team all the best for the nationals.. hope we can at least achieve something.. maybe even the best script award will be nice.. =] i honestly think we have a nice and interesting script overall.. and i hope Quraisyia and i will lead the team to success.. i think the thing we need most right now is total cooperation and commitment.. owh well.. we'll see..
these are the parody of Ne-Yo's Because of You and Rod Stewart's Heartache.. sang and played by Kevin.. my bro bro.. enjoy listening.. and do leave comments.. xDD
shit mann.. watched Made of Honour the second time and i still cried.. daymnnnn.. how can this be..??
first time i watched it in MidValley with my dad.. nangis.. watched it the second time just now and cried again.. ishh.. whats wrong with me..?? i think its the storyline..
"you're the perfect guy.. but just not the perfect one for me" hmm.. sounds familiar.. arghh.. hate it..
i've being single for far toO long
"i think im in love with Hannah" im in love with my bestfriend..
its funny you know.. i still remembered how much i love to stayback in sch just to lepak last time.. but now its like i dont wish to stayback at all.. i mean unless i have somethin on la.. like activities or meetings and stuffs.. if not, i wish i did rather not stayback..
i stayed back till 4.30pm in sch today.. had to wait for my bro to finish his class in college.. damn boring la i tell you.. i ate for the first half an hour at the canteen.. then after that went to Laman Ilmu to do some homework.. then started to feel so bored.. it was only around 3.15pm then.. after that i went to the canteen had some drinks and lepak-ed alone till 4.oopm.. then only go to the porch to wait for my bro.. damnnn.. so darn boringg..!
i still remember when i was in formOne and formTwo [afternoon session], i loveeeeee to go early to sch.. even though that means that i gotta wake up at 6.00am.. i dont mind at all.. at least i go to sch i get to meet and hang out with my friends.. i think back then it was because i dont get to hang out with my friends [outside sch i mean]..
then when i went to formThree [morning session], i still always find excuses to stayback.. at that time, i always had ppl to teman me.. we'll have lunch together.. homework together.. then chit chat along the way.. it was fun.. interesting..
in formFour, i seldom stayback.. there's not much after school activities.. this year, i staybacked only for meetings and activities.. only today did i stayed back in sch just for nothing.. boringggggg..
and above all that, i think the fact that i dont like staying back these days is because of the FRIEND factor.. on the days that i stayback, they dont.. when they stayback, they're always busy..
talking bout FRIENDS.. lately i feel kinda leftout.. among sch mates.. esp my close friends.. i dont know la.. is it because we're all toO busy..? or is this how it feels like when ppl grow older and friendship just somehow loses its miracle..?
we rarely spent our recess together now.. sometimes i have to sit with my other group of friends instead of my close friends.. a couple of times i even sit and eat alone.. how pathetic..
its obvious that i miss them.. but they dont look like they do.. or am i being brushed aside now..? hmm.. i wonder.. i hope not.. i trust them that they're not like that.. so i think all these are because we're all toO busy nowadays.. aihhh....
FRIENDS are really a big part of my life.. honestly..
soooooo longgggggg.. usually Badminton Club AGM mmg very fast ny.. this year's is the longest i think..
started at 2.30pm.. before that me and Lai Theng were busy preparing our reports.. me with the laporan tahunan and her with the accounts reports.. [ i think i did quite a great job though it was a last minute one ] LOL..!
anyway, after that the old committee was dissolved.. and new committee was elected.. it took like one freaking hour kayy.. because everyone was new [ esp the lower 6's ].. and Pn Teh wanted them to introduce themselves and their "kebolehan".. what a strong word..
so at 3.35pm, the new set of committee members was finally elected.. the committee members of Badminton Club of year 2008/2009 is as follow :
President : Lee Wei Theen Vice President : Teoh Sock Boon Secretary : Kung Mai Li Asst Secretary : Shahirah Mohd Nasir Treasurer : Lim Leou Tyng Asst Treasurer : Cheong Swee Yen Captain : Yeap Chuen Theng Equipments officer : Loh Chun Nee Noticeboard officer : Hemashini
after that, the old committee members brief the new committee members about their responsibilities.. later, the meeting was dismissed..
i hope the next board of committee members can carry out their responsibilities well.. wish them all the best..! =]
OMG la. drive tak sampai one month sudah car tyre puncture.. some more not the puncture a bit type.. TOTALLY PANCIT..!
this was what happened. this morning when me and my mum and dad were lepaking in the porch.. we saw the tyre a bit flat.. so my dad told me to go pump air the next time i drive out.. then my mum said somethin like "its like tat wann.. my car the engine heavy a bit.." wtv it is i mmg nak pump d..
so they left for KL/BB.. then i decided to go to my aunt's place.. need to pass some stuffs to my cousin to pass it to my friend at training.. i told myself that i'll pump the tyre on the way back since that particular petrol station i usually go to is on the other side of the road.. so i decided balik time only pump.. fair enough..
reached my aunt's place at bout 7.10pm.. had my dinner there.. discussed some stuffs with my uncle.. at 8.30pm, i decided to leave.. since my report is still not done..
so i drove home.. then on the way i felt as though my steering kept on going to the left.. i sudah agak d.. but cant stop cause it was a kinda busy road.. and it was raining and dark.. so cant just simply stop anywhere.. later kena bang from belakang lagi teruk..
drove all the way to the nearest petrol station.. luckily i didnt take highway.. if take highway lagi nowhere to stop.. stopped at Jalan Baru mia Esso.. the one after the roundabout.. parked at the pump air mia area.. got down the car.. went to the front left tyre..
O.M.F.G. THE ENTIRE FRONT LEFT TYRE WAS TOTALLY FLAT..!
called my 2nd bro.. he was having band practice.. so i called my 1st bro.. he came in bout 10 minutes time.. changed the tyre and all..
then only we drove back.. he followed behind.. was going at 50kph at a road where usually can go at 80+ kph eventhough the speed limit there is supposed to be a ridiculous 60kph only.. LOL..!
my bro told me to stop at the next petrol station to check the air pressure because the pump just now is the manual type and not really sure accurate or not.. so i stopped at the Jalan Baru Mobil.. the one opposite Chai Leng Park next to Shell.. it has the electronic wann..
frustration..! stupid pump not working.. the hose pun takda..! so went against the traffic to Shell [its a one way street].. itu pun not working..! got one indian man on a bike also cursing..
so cant do anything d.. decided to go back lagi senang.. tmr only tell my 2nd bro to take it to Tayarmart to fix the puncture.. hopefully its just a simple puncture.. can 'tampal' it.. cost bout 5bucks ny i think.. if its not a simple puncture like that then will cost more d.. aihh..
got back at 9.30pm and decided to blog about it.. LOL.
as usual la.. woke up at 11 something.. almost 12 d.. HehE^^ itu pun because parents were bising-ing d.. heh..
anyway, woke up straight away went to the pc.. opened my Badminton Club file and started doing some stuffs.. had to.. tmr gotta present the laporan tahunan.. HuhU^^ a lot of things still not done..
and THENN.. came all the bisingness.. aihh.. wanna do work in peace lerr.. but cannot.. so in the end decided to postponed it to later today.. off the monitor..
aihh.. hopefully can finish it by tonight lerr.. dont wanna delay d.. =[
hey ppl.. this is just an intro.. im new in blogging.. used to blog in Friendster but decided to 'demolish' it. LOL. so i guess this is where im gonna spend my time in..? =]
alright. thats all for now. HahA.. later laaaaa..... wanna go settlekan the settings all first.. xD
