.last night. || 3rd August 2008 ||

we are both only human..
who wants to change for the better..
i remembered promising you that i'll let go..
of whats not mine..
what we never had..
what we will never have..

i said that i needed time..
and that i can handle them all on my own..
but then again..
each time i hear your name..
see your pictures..
i forget all of my promises..
and wish that you're mine..

and then something reminds me..
that i should get these msg across to you..
like last night..
only that this time its gonna be a bit longer..

sometimes i wish you would understand that other ppl around you have problems of their own too..
sometimes you gotta understand that not everyone is more happy than you are..
sometimes you gotta understand that though the problems may differ, diff ppl feels hurt in diff ways..
sometimes you just gotta learn to listen rather than just make ppl listen to you..
sometimes you gotta know that your friends need you as much as you need them too..
sometimes you gotta know how to treat your friends right..
sometimes you gotta know how to appreciate those friends who appreciate, care bout and love you..

and im not just talking bout me..
but others too..

if you're reading these, then its good..
and im glad..
because i just dont know how to tell you straight in your face..

call me a coward..
for not daring to say it direct to you..
call me a bitch..
for saying all these..

but yeahh..
i think its all because i miss you..

maybe i shouldnt be telling you what to do..
or what not to do..
when the problem is actually me..

so looks like its time for me to shut up and say
IM SORRY

but now im confused..
who im talking bout..
YOU or ME..?