.breatheless. || 28th July 2008 ||

you know what..
i think im getting less fit now..
run a bit sudah penat d..
aihh..

today during PJ we had to jog for 5minutes continuous..
then after that gotta check the nadi thingy..
so i jogged..
together with the class..
i was the one keeping track of the time..
then at around 3minutes pluss..
they asked me "Eyh Joanne 5minutes d right..?"
i forgot that most of my classmates dont like to run wann..
not the sports kinda ppl..
so i said "Your head la.. baru 3minutes pluss..!"

then they give me The Stare..
the what-the-hell-la-you stare..
then baru i realised..
rupa-rupanya they wanna stop running d.. HahA..

so since i said not done yet, they had to continue jog lerr..
[most of them already started walking anyways]
then at around 4 and a half minutes they asked again..
this time i said "Yaya.. 5minutes d.."

so all of us stopped jogging..
and take our nadi readings..
mine was 176beats per minute..

WTF.
baru jogged 5minutes ny..!
and i was already so SO penat..
i used to jog like 20minutes non-stop..
and not so penat also..!
damn la..
really must start jogging daily d la..
[ when only gonna start arr..? i wonderrrr.. ]

and talking bout jogging 20minutes..
reminded me bout my trainings..
HANDBALL and BADMINTON
aihh..
miss those games laa..
dont get to play d..

HANDBALL mmg this year i dont get to play d..
last year the sch team was SO close to going to the state level..
aihh.. my bad la..
didnt go for training..
and [dearest] En Nazri had to put me in Team B..

not trying to blow my own trumpet [i dont play the trumpet anyway] la but he said if i had attended the training sessions [if my parents had allowed me to attend the trainings]..
he would have put me in Team A and we would have won..
aihh.. last year's teams were the best la..
both teams..
we were so great..
only that the opponent team was greater..
or maybe not..?

and again this reminded me bout that stupid player from TARP who injured my teammate's knee..
damn babi la..
some more tak kena foul..
another stupid referee..

so anywayss..
i think after i leave this sch i wont get to play handball anywhere anymore..
unless there's like a club outside there somewhere..
i know KL got la..
in Penang i tak pernah dengar yet..
my friends said its because its not under sukan teras [the few core sports and games]..
so there's not much attention towards this game by the ministry..
owh well..

i miss my teammatesss..
esp the formFive's 2007..
they were really great players..
note the S..

BADMINTON plakk..
this one i pandai pandai wann..
lazy go training..
then now baru nak miss the training sessions..
damn la..
how more stupid can i be..?
and as if la the two hours on Saturday nights i'll utilise fully to study..!
aihh.. bodonya jN =.+

sudah lari topik..
anyway my point is..
im not as fit as i was anymore. period.